Went back to work Yesterday,need to get back to some normality after the week that I have had,so I have stopped taking the Morphin and started back on my normal Zydol and Difene.Pain is still der but its coming and going so with a bit of luck de cyst has started to shrink a bit more just hope the bleeding stays away.
I was exhausted last night after being in work,came home had a bath and went to bed,missing my weekends going out but friends have dropped by to keep me company.I havent been sleeping well at all,I think Endo doesnt like it when I try and sleep cos thats when the pain really starts to kick in.I get about 3-4 hours sleep and spend the rest of the time walking the floors.Thank god for my dog,he keeps me sane as he stays awake with me and listens to me moaning lol.
Im hoping that Il get more sleep as the pain settles down a bit,really need my sleep as I am so use to getting 8-9 hours sleep,maybe when I go back I might ask for something to help me sleep
About Me
- sparkles1980
- dublin, Ireland
- Im 30,diagnosed with endo 13 years ago and i have had 13 laps.I was taking Provera for the endo but they didnt work,Im now trying the Mirena,its in 3 Months but so far it doesnt seem to be working.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
TEARS,PAIN,FRUSTRATION ...........................ENDO'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ive been so upset that I havent even been bothered with my blog,anyways here goes.
Monday 2 weeks ago I had my out patients appointment,I explained to the Gynae that I am still in pain and still bleeding with a day break here and there,so she decided to do a scan and there is was a 10cm Endometrial Cyst and then the words that I wasnt expecting to hear ''YOUR ENDO IS BACK JUST 3 MONTHS AFTER SURGERY,IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THE MIRENA IS WORKING BUT I WOULD RECOMMEND YOU LEAVE IT IN FOR ANOTHER 3 MONTHS''The Gynae then went to talk to the Consultant to see what he wanted to do about the cyst.
I lay there on the chair thinking to myself,what is the point in Surgery,only 12 weeks ago I had surgery and I never really got any relief and to make matters worse I have a cyst,like WTF,I must have been a really bad person in my past life.In walks the Gynae with the Consultant and he explains that I have Stage 5 Endo and that it was so bad that he couldnt get everything (this is not what I wnated to hear''.They advised that I go home and rest and come back in 6 weeks but if the pain gets bad to go to A&E.
Wednesday my pain started to get worse,especially in my right side but I knew I couldn't go sick from work again so I fought right through till Friday,however,Friday night I was up walking the floors,by now my painkillers weren't even working.Saturday Morning I went to A&E with my Mam,waited 8 hours to see a Gynae who never examined me and told me that I was getting Depressed which comes with the Disease,he also asked if I would like a booklet on Endo.After 14 years of having this Disease I dont need any booklet,anyway he prescribed me Morphine and sent me Home.
Last Monday I went back to the Out Patient Clinic and demanded that I see my Consultant or any Gynae (except the one that I saw on Sat) as I was getting no better.They did another scan and the cyst did shrink by 2cm,however they reckon that the Endo has flared up,Im now back on Provera and since Monday I have stopped bleeding.I am still in pain and will need anoother surgery,back with the Gynae in 6 weeks,thats if I dont get worse.
I am now back to square 1 again,there is just no beating this
Monday 2 weeks ago I had my out patients appointment,I explained to the Gynae that I am still in pain and still bleeding with a day break here and there,so she decided to do a scan and there is was a 10cm Endometrial Cyst and then the words that I wasnt expecting to hear ''YOUR ENDO IS BACK JUST 3 MONTHS AFTER SURGERY,IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THE MIRENA IS WORKING BUT I WOULD RECOMMEND YOU LEAVE IT IN FOR ANOTHER 3 MONTHS''The Gynae then went to talk to the Consultant to see what he wanted to do about the cyst.
I lay there on the chair thinking to myself,what is the point in Surgery,only 12 weeks ago I had surgery and I never really got any relief and to make matters worse I have a cyst,like WTF,I must have been a really bad person in my past life.In walks the Gynae with the Consultant and he explains that I have Stage 5 Endo and that it was so bad that he couldnt get everything (this is not what I wnated to hear''.They advised that I go home and rest and come back in 6 weeks but if the pain gets bad to go to A&E.
Wednesday my pain started to get worse,especially in my right side but I knew I couldn't go sick from work again so I fought right through till Friday,however,Friday night I was up walking the floors,by now my painkillers weren't even working.Saturday Morning I went to A&E with my Mam,waited 8 hours to see a Gynae who never examined me and told me that I was getting Depressed which comes with the Disease,he also asked if I would like a booklet on Endo.After 14 years of having this Disease I dont need any booklet,anyway he prescribed me Morphine and sent me Home.
Last Monday I went back to the Out Patient Clinic and demanded that I see my Consultant or any Gynae (except the one that I saw on Sat) as I was getting no better.They did another scan and the cyst did shrink by 2cm,however they reckon that the Endo has flared up,Im now back on Provera and since Monday I have stopped bleeding.I am still in pain and will need anoother surgery,back with the Gynae in 6 weeks,thats if I dont get worse.
I am now back to square 1 again,there is just no beating this
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