OP IS OVER AND DONE WITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had my op on the 21st of June,which was Monday just gone.It was a 2 hour op.My consultant
told me that my ovaries and womb was stuck and also had adhesions as well as active endo.Both
tubes were blocked and the endo spread to my bowel.The doc did everything that he could and removed what he could.While i was in theatre he put in the Mirena for me.

I have to admit,i thought that i would be in alot more pain than I am,like the pain just feels like period
cramps,i havent felt this good in years and Today is only Wednesday.Im still goin to take it easy for a while tho,dont want to over do things but i have a good feeling about this surgery

STOP WITH THE PAIN PLEASE

IN AGONY,HORRIBLE HORRIBLE PAIN,STABING,SHOOTING PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

I have taken as much pain meds as i can but the pain is still really bad.Got very little sleep last night
and tonight will be the same.Im so lucky to be going for my op on Monday,thats the only thing that is
keeping me going.

I have to go and see the Company Doc tomorrow so im on a half day,as soon as i get home il be
going straight to bed.I just dont want to talk to anybody when im like this,just want to be left on my
own.Why cant people understand that,they just think im being rude but i have to be on my own
when im like this,i know im not good company.

Tomorrow is another day

RETURNED TO WORK

Went back to work last Tuesday and i have to admit,it was like i was never away,which is a good thing.
Ive been ok the last week,very very tired and a little pain but apart from that it has been a good week.

I have alot to do next week,have to go and see the Company Doc on Tuesday an then my pre-op on
Wednesday and next Monday its my op,cant wait to get it all over and done with.

Started to bleed Today and the pain is starting to get bad,have just taken 2 Zydol,a diefene and hot water
bottle and gonna try and have an early night,although some how i think i could be up and down all night,but
hopefully this will be the last month i have to go through this much pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BACK TO WORK I GO :-)

Got my letter from my GP today and left it into my job,im returning to work on Tuesday :-)
The last time i was there was the 28th of Janurary,its gonna be strange going back but im glad.

I have learnt the hard way with my job,i had to tell them when i was bleeding and about my tablets etc
but i have been told by my Gynae that they dont need to know all that information,so now when i go back
i will no longer be telling them about my Endo or when im bleeding as its NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS!!!!

Im trying really hard to loose weight but it aint going anywhere.I have changed my diet completely and when
i can i go for a walk,unfortunately not been able to walk much these days as i dont want to over do it and then be dying with my stomach.Ive had an ok day today with regards to pain so i went for a walk,however,the pain
is getting slightly more intense now but i can cope with it.I have also been in good form today and had very little mood swings,lets hope il stay with way

PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh where do i start? the beginning is always good so here goes....................

Ive been out of work since the end of Janurary,due to fluid on the brain and Endo.I was advised by my
employer if i wanted to return to work i would need a letter from my GP and Gynae to state that im fit to return
to work.On the 25th of May i handed in both letters to my job and today i received a call from my employer saying''the letters only state that im fit to return to work,they need to say that im FULLY fit to return to work''.
Ar they taking the PISS???????????????????
My GP has agreed to amend my note,but seriously there is no need for all this.I woke up in good form today with mild pain,i received the call from work at approx  9am and by 1pm i had to take a painkiller as the pain started to get worse,so now im definately convinced that stress does cause Endo to flair up.I can control my pain and i know id be able for work but i dont need this crap before i go back.

I received my appointment for my pre-op,its the 16th of June :-)

WHY DOES NOTHING EVER GO SMOOTHLY FOR ME??????????????????