3 WEEKS AND COUNTING..............OH F***ING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Si its 3 weeks away to my lap,im sooooo excited just 2 think that if all goes well,i could be pain free for awhile.Just imagine,no more hot water bottles or stron painkillers,il b like a new woman CANT WAIT.

At the moment im trying to loose weight,however,i am finding it hard to exercise because of this stupid endo,
so when im having good and ok days i go for walks.At 8.30 this morn i got up feeling good so i thought to myself when the going is good i may aswell go for a walk.I was in the park with my friend at 9am,and we walked for about an hour.
Stupidly i thought i would push myself that little bit further so i started to jog for a bit.MAD i know because i am SOOOOOOOOO paying for it now.I now need to remember the following

JUST BECAUSE ITS A GOOD IDEA AT THE TIME,DONT DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My nephew is coming up for the day tomorrow and because of my stupidity i will probably not be able
to bring him out as il be so doped out of it on painkillers.

My right ovary is killing me,its probably my cyst acting up :-(

OP HAS BEEN BROUGHT FORWARD YIIPPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woke up this morn in pain,have a horrible burning sensation in my womb and every so often I get a bad pain
that lasts for an hour or so and then the burning sensation comes back,its 11.30pm and i have taken a diefene
and 2 zydol as the pain is starting to get worse,however,i have been doing my very best to fight it and have tried to do all my normal things,i aint goin to give in 2 this pain unless i really,really have to.

On a positive note,the Gynae form the hospital called to day,she said she can fit me in for my lap on the 21st of June,this is the very 1st time that i can say im soooooo excited to be getting this done,il be counting down the days to being pain free for awhile.

ROLL ON JUNE,IT CANT COME QUICK ENOUGH

STABBING PAINS IN MY ABDOMEN :-(

My Endo isnt very happy Today,seems to be aggitated.Oh my poor belly is so sore,here is how
i describe my pain
''ITS LIKE AN ALIEN WITH LONG NAILS SCRATCHING MY INSIDES TO GET OUT''
or
''LIKE OPEN SORES IN MY INSIDES WITH VINEGAR BEING POURED ON THEM''

Im just gonna rest Today,i will NOT stay in bed al day and let Endo win this battle no way,im gonna
have a nice hot cup of tea,follwed by toast and painkillers and then a nice warm bath,after that i shall see
how im doing but im gonna try and remain in good spirits,i have had 4 great days and i have alot of energy so
its time for me to fight back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish Everyday Was Like The Last Few Days :-)

I cant believe it,4 good days,how often does this happen and im in such great form.I took
my nephew over night last night and was out in the park with him all day but the best thing
about it all is that I was able to run around after him,play football and roll around on the grass
with him.It doesnt happen very often but when it does its GREAT :-)

The last hour I have been getting sharp pains cross my lower abdomen,dey are bearable pains
and its probably because I over did it Today but it was well worth it.Its just 10pm and im gonna
head to bed and get a good sleep,im on 2 minds whether or not to take the painkillers as im afraid
that my pains might get worse but on the other side I hate feeling all dopey on them tablets so I think
il go without them and use a hot water bottle instead.

I still havent heard anything back from work yet with regards to when i can return,hopefully il get
a few more days out of it,im only just starting to enjoy my time of now that my pain has eased lol.

Of to bed now,lets hope il b ok for another day or 2 :-) :-) :-)

FEELING GOOD :) : ) : )

The weather has been only massive this weekend and yesterday I was really feeling great : )
I went out for dinner and then to the park for the day,I still have a dull ache in my right side but thats
normal for me and its bearable (wish everyday would be this good) .I still get tired very quick though but who cares about that once the bad pain stays away.

Today was another good day for me,had a lazy day and got a letter from my doc to say that im now fit to return to work (out since the end of Jan) and believe it or not im glad to be going back to work but give me a week and il be complaining again lol.I didnt do much today just lay about but im still in great form and in little pain,how i wish everyday was like the past 2 days...........................

Have nothing planned for Tomorrow,il b minding my little nephew overnight so il need to save all my energy
to run around after him : )

Heres to more good days like the past 2 that i have had
I WILL NOT BE DEFEATED BY CRAPPY ENDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE

Its been awhile since ive updated my blog,just lost interest in everything,have been so pissed of!!!!!!!!!!!!
So any way I finally got my op which went really well :-) unfortunatley,i then go an infection in my womb and i have had 2 go back 2 see my Gynae every week.I eventually got rid of my infection after lots of medication (sometimes i think the Gynaes dont have a clue how 2 treat Endo so they just hope for the best)

I was back at the hospital last Monday,they decided to put in the Mirena,so I went and spent €120.00 on the Mirena and headed of 2 the hospital.It took 3 Doctors to try and insert the Mirena and OMG the pain of it,I lay on the chair crying in pain and in the end I couldnt take it any longer and the Gynae decided enough was enough and gave me an injection for the pain.Its now 12.35am and I still have some cramping but no Mirena and wasted €120.00.

My Gynae has decided that I need another Lap so they can remove the Endo and give me some relief.I really didnt want another Lap,after all 12 is more than enough,however,it has got 2 the stage where i have had enough and as nothing else has worked for me,what choice have i got????????????? My Lap is going to be in August and they will insert the Mirena while they are operating,im now willing to try anything so roll on August :-)