Ok so i got about 2 hours sleep this morning,i am sooo tired its unreal.I went out for dinner
with a friend today but because of the pain and the painkillers that i took i was unable to eat it.I tried
to put on a smile but in the end i had to ask her to bring me home because i couldnt cope with the pain.
Here i am again in bed with painkillers and a hot water bottle : (
I had such a big argument with my Mam today,and it wasnt all my fault but it brought me to tears.
She just doesnt realise that the slightest bit of physical work is now leaving me in agony.
The 12th of April seems so far away
About Me
- sparkles1980
- dublin, Ireland
- Im 30,diagnosed with endo 13 years ago and i have had 13 laps.I was taking Provera for the endo but they didnt work,Im now trying the Mirena,its in 3 Months but so far it doesnt seem to be working.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
PAIN,SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND NOW OP CANCELLED
Its now 3.50am and im up as im in agony.The op that i was due to go for on Monday has been cancelled until the 12th of April.
Last Monday I had a Gynae appointment and my pre-op.The Gynae explained that i am going to have the Lletz procedure as well as part of the lip at the entrance of the Cervix removed.He explained that this could be why i am bleeding constantly.I must admit that the Gynae explained everything in detail so that i understood what was being done to me.He also gave me a prescription to get the Mirena and they will insert it while im im theatre.
On Tuesday afternoon,I received a call from the Gynae informing me that my op had been cancelled due to an outbreak of the vomiting bug in the hosp.I tols him that i wasnt very happy with this.He gave me his bleep number and said that if i was bad to go to A&E and giv dem his bleep number and that he would admit me and do the op while im an in patient,my response was as follows ''I have just spent €120 on the Mirena and now you want me to spend another €100 to go to A&E to be left there for 8-10 hours waiting for them to bleep you and then i will be another 12 hours on a trolley in A&E before i get a bed in a ward,FORGET IT.I have been bleeding constantly since December so im sure another 6 weeks wont matter''I honestly dont know why i pay health insurance at this stage.
I just dont know what to do anymore,im in agony and cant lie still.Oh why is the health system in this country such a joke???????????????????
Last Monday I had a Gynae appointment and my pre-op.The Gynae explained that i am going to have the Lletz procedure as well as part of the lip at the entrance of the Cervix removed.He explained that this could be why i am bleeding constantly.I must admit that the Gynae explained everything in detail so that i understood what was being done to me.He also gave me a prescription to get the Mirena and they will insert it while im im theatre.
On Tuesday afternoon,I received a call from the Gynae informing me that my op had been cancelled due to an outbreak of the vomiting bug in the hosp.I tols him that i wasnt very happy with this.He gave me his bleep number and said that if i was bad to go to A&E and giv dem his bleep number and that he would admit me and do the op while im an in patient,my response was as follows ''I have just spent €120 on the Mirena and now you want me to spend another €100 to go to A&E to be left there for 8-10 hours waiting for them to bleep you and then i will be another 12 hours on a trolley in A&E before i get a bed in a ward,FORGET IT.I have been bleeding constantly since December so im sure another 6 weeks wont matter''I honestly dont know why i pay health insurance at this stage.
I just dont know what to do anymore,im in agony and cant lie still.Oh why is the health system in this country such a joke???????????????????
Friday, February 19, 2010
GRRRRRRRRRRR,HOW MUCH MORE CAN I TAKE?????????
Its now 2.10am in Dublin,everywhere is so still but here i am in AGONY and BLEEDING.I really dont want to take my painkillers as they make me feel all dopey but i think im gonna have to.My back is really sore and my stomach feels like there is something tearing it apart inside.
I AM SOOOO SICK OF BEING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How much more can my body take,i feel like im going insane.I cant put on a brave face anymore,the pain
is really getting to me.Oh hurry up Tuesday and come so i can go and see the Gynae and BEG her to sort me out this time.I hope my op can still go ahead if im bleeding.
Its time to re-heat my hot water bottle,get a glass of water to take my pain killers and then curl up in a ball
praying i will eventually fall asleep
I AM SOOOO SICK OF BEING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How much more can my body take,i feel like im going insane.I cant put on a brave face anymore,the pain
is really getting to me.Oh hurry up Tuesday and come so i can go and see the Gynae and BEG her to sort me out this time.I hope my op can still go ahead if im bleeding.
Its time to re-heat my hot water bottle,get a glass of water to take my pain killers and then curl up in a ball
praying i will eventually fall asleep
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
BORED
Well its taken me alot longer to recover than expected :-( I am still not able to run around like i use to and am tired all the time but i will get there eventually,i am just sooo bored now and missing work(cant believe i just said that)
Back with de gynae next week for a check up and pre-op,im getting a bit nervous now because i dont know what to expect after this op.At least wit a lap i know exactly what is goin to happen and know what to expect but this i just dont have a clue and i have heard that you bleed alot after it.I suposse it cant be any worse as im bleeding constantly now.
Il let you know what my Gynae says next week cos i need to ask some more question about my op as i really dont have a clue what they will be doing
Back with de gynae next week for a check up and pre-op,im getting a bit nervous now because i dont know what to expect after this op.At least wit a lap i know exactly what is goin to happen and know what to expect but this i just dont have a clue and i have heard that you bleed alot after it.I suposse it cant be any worse as im bleeding constantly now.
Il let you know what my Gynae says next week cos i need to ask some more question about my op as i really dont have a clue what they will be doing
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
IM BACK
I havent been on in awhile as i have been in hosp for the last 9 days,not due to endo for a change.
I collapsed and lost sensation and power to my left side,i had to get and MRI scan on my brain which
showed up a build up of fluid behind my left eye and to the left side of my brain,this is due to a past viral
infection and it will take 4-5 weeks before i will regain my full power :-(
Anyway,I am going for my op on the 1st of March to remove the pre-cancerous cells from my cervix,i will
b kept in hospital for 1 night.I have started to bleed again but at least i wont be bleeding for my op.
I will keep you posted over the next few days
I collapsed and lost sensation and power to my left side,i had to get and MRI scan on my brain which
showed up a build up of fluid behind my left eye and to the left side of my brain,this is due to a past viral
infection and it will take 4-5 weeks before i will regain my full power :-(
Anyway,I am going for my op on the 1st of March to remove the pre-cancerous cells from my cervix,i will
b kept in hospital for 1 night.I have started to bleed again but at least i wont be bleeding for my op.
I will keep you posted over the next few days
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