Its now 2.10am in Dublin,everywhere is so still but here i am in AGONY and BLEEDING.I really dont want to take my painkillers as they make me feel all dopey but i think im gonna have to.My back is really sore and my stomach feels like there is something tearing it apart inside.
I AM SOOOO SICK OF BEING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How much more can my body take,i feel like im going insane.I cant put on a brave face anymore,the pain
is really getting to me.Oh hurry up Tuesday and come so i can go and see the Gynae and BEG her to sort me out this time.I hope my op can still go ahead if im bleeding.
Its time to re-heat my hot water bottle,get a glass of water to take my pain killers and then curl up in a ball
praying i will eventually fall asleep
About Me
- sparkles1980
- dublin, Ireland
- Im 30,diagnosed with endo 13 years ago and i have had 13 laps.I was taking Provera for the endo but they didnt work,Im now trying the Mirena,its in 3 Months but so far it doesnt seem to be working.
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