Happy New Year

Well its 2010,another year with Endo.Im still taken my Provera but guess what?Im still bleeding,ok its not much but its everyday still :-(
So 2010 started exactly how 2009 ended in pain and bleeding.I had no intentions of spending New Years Eve in bed alone so I got out of bed and invited a few friends around and had a few drinks.The drink did take the pain however however im payin for it Today but im havin a relaxing day,got up at 12.30 and had a long soak in a hot bath and i am now going to have my dinner.

I was back in work Wednesday and it was terrible,i just didnt know what was wrong with me,i was loosing the head over the most stupid things and because i had to stay calm in work,i just let it rip when i came home and then i just bursted into tears,my hormones are all over the place,just dont know whats going on with me anymore.Yesterday I was in work but it was very quiet so i was able to just chill out :-)

With all this going on it makes me think is it really worth it taken the medication?What is is possibly doing for me if im still bleeding and in pain?The only thing that i think it is doing for me is driving me CRAZY and giving me facial hair which i really dont want!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well heres to 2010,lets hope it will be a better year than 2009..........